Alex_auror's Blog

well i dont know what my intentions are by writing this blog

but i felt that i had to type up something...

i dont come on here alot but i check it every once in awhile but i will keep responding to any notes people send me.just telling you, so you wont think that i'm gonna abandon our converstion, i'm better then that.

i'm gonna turn this into an about me but oh well.

i love to read, and i dont think that i could stress that enough for you. i read alot of adult romances along with teen books. one that i would recommend to you is the black dagger botherhood by j.r. ward an adult vampire series. there are many more authors out there but i just keep reading what i love without really looking at names. it helps me not to be closed minded.

one thing that i think everyone should know about me is that even though i mostly listen to classic rock. i'll listen to anything else. but i gotta tell you i really wont give rap a chance i've tried but i really have no tolerance to it.i've been listening to alot of indie electronica bands lately.so if you know any good bands tell me i'm up for it.

while we're at it recommend some books to me.i'll go look them up at the library because i aint got  money to buy books.

that reminds me i truely dislike it when people go around saying how they hate how people are starting to like so and so band because they liked then before they got popular....just stop right there...if you like them so much shouldnt you be happy that they're starting to get big,it means good things for them....and dont worry the band will remember their loyal fans that have stuck with them. [and i do understand you dont want the band to change once they get big] but  argggg that really gets on my nerves...

thats all for right now but please dont be scared to add me.just has long has your gonna talk to me.

this year i really want to be more on buzznet talking to be people even through thats kind of hard most of the time seeing has most of the people arent from the u.s or texas for that matter.but i swear I'll try.

well i'm real sorry that i started to ramble at the end there...but keep in mind i'm not that angry at the world i just dislike people like and i know there are people that agree.

=]

insights about alex [livegreen]

so who are your real friends now?

you're taking advantage of the people who never said anything bad about you.they didnt stop the people talking about you because they know that it was true, but yet they never encouged them.

they tell you something in confidience but now you take that and twist it around. I  watch you hurt them in front of me, but yet i cant say anything since its not my place. i know what you were when you started to show your true colors. you better fix yourself because you'll be left with nothing.

then who will be your real friends?

this song is kind of old but it fits me the most its by sum 41; pieces

I tried to be perfect,
But nothing was worth it,
I don’t believe it makes me real.
I thought it’d be easy,
But no one believes me,
I meant all the things I said.

If you believe it’s in my soul,
I’d say all the words that I know,
Just to see if it would show,
That I'm trying to let you know,
That I’m better off on my own.

This place is so empty,
My thoughts are so tempting,
I don’t know how it got so bad.
Sometimes it’s so crazy,
that nothing can save me,
But it’s the only thing that I have.

If you believe it's in my soul,
I’d say all the words that I know,
Just to see if it would show,
That I'm trying to let you know,
That I'm better off on my own.

(On my own!)

I tried to be perfect,
It just wasn't worth it,
Nothing could ever be so wrong.
It’s hard to believe me,
It never gets easy,
I guess I knew that all along.

If you believe it’s in my soul,
I’d say all the words that I know,
Just to see if it would show,
That I'm trying to let you know,
That I’m better off on my own.

You should never assume that its okay to joke around with people  'cause you could be hurting them.

You should never assume thats its okay since they go along with it, they could be trying to hide the hurt.

They get hurt,  You get hurt  and I get hurt......

And this may seem like I'M pulling this out of my ASS.....i'm NOT

wow i can't believe that i joined another website thingy.the thing is that i heard so much about this place from my friends that i wanted to join...so thanks to them you have a new member to this place..

i dont think that i'll put alot of blogs 'cause colleges look at them when you apply. well that about it.

Alex the questionable emo